Miss Mom -- Yes, you sound just like me too...why else would I be up Easter morning reading the PANDAS forum:) My DS is turning 15 in just a couple of weeks. He has tics, anxiety and OCD. He never leaves the house... Just last year he was in a play and performing music in a talent show...
I agree with the Saving Sammy book reccommendation. I also read it and found it comforting. His mom was going through all of this before anyone had ever heard of it. At least a few doctors know about it now. She was strong and determined and that is what we have to be for our kids.
Personally, I find the more I know about PANDAS the better I feel. So if it is helping you ...read, read, read...Now that I know more I don't cry as much. My husband is reading too. Maybe you could give your husband a couple of things to read so you can talk about them together. We did just recently get into see Dr Murphy in Tampa, FL and that has helped a great deal. At least I feel like we are on the right track. Are you able to see a PANDAS doc?
You are in my thoughts and prayers this morning.