OCD

[sarey]

Had OCD for years. Compulsions, obsessive thoughts, intrusive thoughts, need to confess, excessive reassurance, so many things, OCD is ###### for me, has been and continues to be.

 

I rarely do my "checks" anymore though - they used to be SO exhausting, SO draining, SO horrible and extremely annoying, but no longer do them as much as I used to, thankfully.

 

I do, however, get frequent obsessive, intrusive, need to confess thoughts & require reassurance.

 

I feel I am a bad person for thinking things, and then "confess" the thought(s), and require reassurance on them.

This spirals in circles, I was doing well with resisting this, it was going amazing, but it seems I'm slipping again and they are causing a lot of distress.

 

So, I'm pretty much struggling with OCD, though it's not at its worst, it's one of the things that can cause great distress for me and anxiety/fear(s).

 

*waves*