imy3

I'm years late to this post but I'm so glad I found it. I've been feeling this exact same way for the past 48 hours (although I've had this issue in the past) and I'm going out of my mind because of it, i feel absolutely disgusted with myself, genuinely feeling like an evil person for the thoughts even entering my brain. I can't cope and I feel very strongly suicidal (which is even more upsetting as my life has never been better than it is now). I don't know what to do, I can't live like this I just want it to stop so badly. Someone please tell me how to make it go away.