Hope you are feeling better now. Keep your chin up and youll get there eventually. My 11 year old constantly drove me nuts with his ways of things,eventuallyi got a part time job 3 days a week.Now 1 year later i can cope with him no problem.The times i cant ,i can look forward to escaping to work for a bit of peace and quiet. It may feel like a struggle but everybody gets there in the end.