My DD (5.5) has "possible PANDAS" with added "tic disorder/anxiety" diagnosis currently (it's a start!). She is taking prophylactic Erythromycin and has been for 5 months. Currently she is 90% good. She seems to either have the OCD thoughts/major emotions/acute anxiety OR the bad motor and vocal tics (rarely together, thank goodness). Like something has to come out one way or another. Can anyone else relate?
Other symptoms she has waxing and waning are: dark circles under eyes, a vacant look, lack of eye contact, bouncing hyperactivity, squirming in her seat, stiff piano like finger movements, relaxed demeanour to fight or flight mode in the blink of an eye, dilated pupils, bouts of frequent urination, poor motor skills and sensory sensitivities (particularly noise). She is also being treated for a lazy left eye (since 6 months old) and even the orthoptist is confused about the strange fluctuating pattern her squint will take in between appointments (never experienced anything like it in her 15 years on the job!)
I remember age 3 behaviours which I now know were tics (lip-licking, funny repetitive noises, rapid eye-blinking and shoulder shrugs) but we had the explosive overnight 'tourettes' and increased anxiety at 4.5 yrs. She has a history of lots of 'viral' sore throats with high temperatures and rashes whilst in nursery aged 3-4.
The school are putting her forward for an Asperger's assessment this year due mainly to 'quirkiness' and excessive fear and sensory problems in the school environment. She finds it hard to socialise with groups of friends, although she does well in this area if one or two friends are invited to our house where she feels comfortable. She also struggles with fine motor skills/planning. Her strong areas like gross motor and reading and literacy are outstanding, but she still cannot use cutlery or dress a doll.
Some rare days she is soooo 'normal' and she even looks different - good eye contact, eyes that seem synchronised with (a rather gorgeous) glint in them like she is actually looking at you and seeing you clearly for the first time. The only thing never gone completely is separation anxiety and fear of change, although mild and manageable during good times.
I find myself thinking definitely PANDAS without a doubt - to probably aspergers with all the co-morbid tourettes, anxiety OCD etc., OMG! - I need to find some sort of inner peace and get a grip for the benefit of my child. I am mentally exhausted after researching all of this for over a year.
As for the antibiotics, they are helping. She has never been quite as debilitated as huge first noticeable flare at 4.5, although she has had a few minor episodes since then. In an ideal world, I would not choose to continue with them but her paediatrician is happy to prescribe them for now. How long will be sufficient? He seems to be taking advice from me (!) from what I have read and has admitted he knows very little of PANDAS. I am scared to stop the abx.
With all of your experiences on this board, just wondered if there are any similar stories out there or any advice someone could offer.
Thank you.X