rocd

[neostar8710]

I started to have rocd with my girlfriend around 2 motnsh after we started going out...

 

she is my first real relationship and she loves me for who i am and i loved her for everything until the ocd started to kick in.

 

one day at my uncle's house in the poconoes, i started thinking of all the negative things about her which came out of NOWHERE!

 

i even suffered a bout of hocd which is much better now thank god

 

i have seen a therapist, and i stopped thinking i got better, but i dont think it has, so i am plannign to go back and do CBT.

 

but sometimes i wonder if this is really ocd...

 

if so, its ruining my relationship because sometimes if i feel an attraction for another girl, it turns my world upside down thinking my girlfriend isnt the one for me anymore...she almost broke up with me....

 

please..someone tell me i will get over this..i am so indesicive..i want to be with her..but the constant doubts and analyzations make me think this isnt it...its been almsot 7 months since we've been going out..eralkghkf