HELP!

[galfriend]

Hallo ,

 

Just stumbled on this very interesting forum and I hope you can assist me.

 

First, I do not know whether I have OCD or not. What I do know is that I can get pretty obsessive about my thoughts. Frankly, I was on a point of giving up until I stumbled on one of the posts , where there was a comment that it is not possible to think perfectly all the time.

 

My issue is someone hurt me a long time ago and I believe I forgave the person. However I cannot seem to completely delete the person from my mind. I have tried re - forgiving the person, nothing , I have tried telling God, let me think right thoughts about this person , it does not work.

 

I have even tried monitoring my thots on a daily basis that is Day 1 : I thought Good thoughts today. Day 2 : Not so good today. Day 3 : Bad thought Day. This has worked for some months but has now collapsed.

 

 

Secondly, what does God expect of me where thinking is concerned? Why is it not working that I have asked God to get rid of my thoughts and it has not worked?

 

Please help me.