OCD relating to tourette's and a crush!

[fukai_otaku]

Hi. I am new to this board, and I am having problems with my asperger's and with that comes comobrid conditions such as adhd, ocd, and other problems. Right now my biggest problem is the ocd. My obsessions are really coming out. I am 22 years old and I am having an odd obession with tourette's syndrome. I think it in my mind constantly , I've even talked it with my mom, she's getting annoyed. I'm seeing a counselor tomorrow. But the tourette's obsession is scaring me a bit, it has started in 2003. I feel like a freak. Also my ocd is pertaining to a crush that I have. It's started out as a tiny crush from 2 years ago on a friend of mine, but now it's lingered on and on and I think of him and fantasize about him and I doing things. He already has a girlfriend who I have yet to meet. I'm anxious and happy for him. Out of all his friends I've told only one person about what's been going on with me. I feel so evil having this side of me come out. I don't like it at all. I've talked to family and they say 'you can't help the way you feel about him'. But we're good friends and that's all I want from us. I want the friendship to last forever. I don't know what to do, I've been praying and that's good but to be honest...I need some advice fast, I don't want things to get worse. If anyone can tell me what's going on with me. Thanks. God Bless.

 

-I saw my theraphist, everything is going to be fine. I apologize for this kind of entry. Please forgive me.