Worry about Son going back to school

[MaxParkersMom]

Hi,

Even though I am blessed and I am at school with my son I am still worried. Our summer has been so good and we have been grateful. I worry he will go back, be exposed and it will all start over. I know I should be positive and I am trying. He is on meds which will hopefully keep him form the darkest of this horrible disease. Still, the meds don't protect him against viruses and I know he will still eventually have some symptoms or maybe start ticking again. I just hate waiting for the other shoe to drop and wish I could just get past all of this. I try to enjoy everyday that is good, and know if the symptoms hit they will eventually go away. I hate letting out my anxieties here but it is the only place in the whole world that I feel able to express myself. My husband and family are wonderful, but for their mental states I try to not say too much. It is just sad to lose your child, or see them start ticking when you've actually been tic and symptom free for awhile. The positive is a lot of the effects of PANDAS seem to have remitted and he doesn't have the short term memory loss, etc. I am curious to see if he will do better in school and not struggle so much this year. He wants to be on the honor roll again and is excited about his teacher. I bought her cans of Lysol and wipes and told her whatever she needs to keep the room clean I will get her. You would think the school system would supply them, but they give another type of spray that I do not feel is up to PANDAS Par HA HA