where do I belong

[Hisson]

Hi I'm Hisson and I'm new here. I'm very glad to be here and meet people.

I recently discovered I may have Tourettic Obsessive Compulsive Disorder. I'd been diagnosed with ocd years ago, but there was always something else that couldn't be explained. I thought i had tourette syndrome then asberger, my neurologist didn't find anything but did see something odd on my brain. I havn't been tested for TOCD yet but it sure seems like it. My biggest frustration is not fitting in a certain place. and I feel like my pain has no name! others, including family, cannot relate.

 

I tick, tap, say words, shake my head, jolt, roll my eyes, grind my teeth, grab myself in different places and have an overwhelming urge to grab others, have sudden needs to cry that just go away in seconds. does anyone understand this?? I've had outburst of chuckling. I just need a name! My head feels pain during some of this.

 

it kinda makes me angry because i don't feel like those around me take this seriously. I really need help