I feel for everybody who has been through these kind of thoughts. They do not mean anything, or what who you really or your deep intentions. They are thoughts as any others, but unfortunatly we give them power. I had these thoughts, religious sexual thoughts when I was 13 or 14, having the fear of insulting God and other very weired thoughts, and dealt with it for almost a year before things had gotten better.. I was so affraid of them that I didn't tell my family and kept the fear and the suffering for myself. I was hopeless and thought I was the most sinful person in the world. Now, I'm 35 and these thoughts are coming back. Fortunatly, I have a wonderful therapist that was a very big help in making me feel better about the thoughts. I'm still dealing with them, less frequently, but I have faith that they will loose their power some day. I believe that God is the forgiveness itself, and the thoughts, no matter how discussing may seem, are part of the human condition. Pleaaaase talk a therapist about them, and here you are talking to us, bloggers, about them and no one would judge you or me, we are so many out there dealing with this. You have the thoughts about things you are the most scared of, and unwilling to act on the most! Do not give them power, and all my wish some day these thoughts will loose power, I hope we focus on other positive thoughts and If the bad ones pop up, know that they are just there and have no power over your deep intentions and actions. All the best luck to you and all of us, please seek help from a therapist, and knoa that you are normal, a good person!! please contact if you want to talk more, I will be happy to share, love and peace my friends
