hello there. I am a 17 year old girl, senior in high school and ive had a couple serious relationships. I am in one right now and our relationship is good a lot of the times but im so tired of my OCD getting in the way. And even if i keep it to myself and dont show him exactly when im obsessing over, it really affects my attitude and my mood and just upsets me. I hate feeling so upset over something that i know is ridiculous to get upset about. I analyze everything and even when its a good thing, it's like my mind wants to turn it into something negative. I always go to that negative place and i dont know why. Why ruin something so good? Im sorry if im not making much sense in this post. im not very good at explaining how i think and feel. if anyone has any stories that relate or advice to give me, it'd be really nice