Ok ... where to start. I feel like it is a possibility that I have OCD. I do have rituals such as spacing hangers, counting steps, color coordination, etc. But all these things are fairly minor and dont really interupt my daily functioning. But something else was recently brought to my attention by my boyfriend. He says that I smother him. Well ok I have these paniced feelings of he is not in love with me anymore, he is going to leave me, or sometimes even that he is going to die. I am consistantly in his face just wanting to get and give affection. Kissing, hugging, and having some sort of contact (ie holding hands). He works out of town 8 days and a time and we live together. Usually he calls at 10 pm everynight. When he doesnt I start to have a panic attack. I try not to call him so I dont "smother" him but I will check that the phone is on the hook and has a dial tone repeatedly. Then when he calls I am angry and aggitated. We fight consistantly about the affection things. Does this sound like I have OCD?
