oh yes i know how you feel also i also a christian for oever 20 years and ive been struggling with this problem off and on for a long time,and the lord is the answer,but you must work on it daily.i hate those perverted sexual thoughts.but porn is my biggest weakness.most every woman i see i have sexual thoughts in my mind about them.and i hate that,and ive cried many nights about it.but thank the lord for this site because its soothing to fellowship with others with like dissorders.
I have had this going on for quite a while now and I literally had tears reading this, knowing I'm not alone! And thanks for that quote above, I'm a Christian so a lot of my bad thoughts are related to that and I've been praying about it a lot.
I didn't realise it was OCD, I always say I used to have it because most of my symptoms have gone, I used to do a lot of routines which I haven't done in years but I guess it never fully goes away.
