Hi im happy i reached this forum, i find very helpful to read about other peoples situation, in the other hand from what i read my understanding is that ocd has no cure wich makes me sad, well im 22 now and i think i have ocd since i was like 9, but back then it wasnt as bad as i have it now, for example i get this negative thoughts that bother me, like if im gonna take a cigarrette from the pack and when im doing the action of pulling one cig out i get this thought its usually like remembering some person that i think is ugly i would have to keep changing the cigararrette until the thought goes away for fear of becoming like that person i thought about, i know it sounds crazy cuz u cant transform into someone else but i keep getting it and i cant control it, also i noticed when im very happy and everything is going the way i want it i would get more anxious, when im depressed these thoughts rarely come or if they come i dont mind cuz i think everything is lost already, i dont know if this is ocd, if anyone could tell me what is this i would greatly apreciate it thankyou all.
