ok, I am sixteen and have had O.C.D for my entire life.
it was going away but i seem to have had a relapse.
i also have M.E because of the O.C.D and the stress i have put my body under so am in contstant pain now as well, i cant afford to be worrying about this obsession for a moment longer, i have college later on this morning and need to concentrate and not be in another one of my bubbles.
I have unwanted sexual thoughts when i have sex, how can i get rid of them?
and also i have unwanted sexual images about my mum which disgust me. but O.C.D is telling me that if i DID want to (which i dont) but if i did want to have these sexual images about my mum in a sexual fantasy then i could and get feelings from them.
i found sumthing on the internet about the fact that ur brain takes any sexual thought, good or bad and ur body reacts to it wether you want it to or not, but i still feel guilt and disgust at the fact that if i wanted to i could imagine those things and get sexual feelings, i know the reason why now but i still feel like a disgrace. my mum still insists that its the OCD thats tricking me into thinking that if i wanted to then i could have that sexual fantasy, but i still think its me.
anyone had similar?
please help.
i tried to explain to my mum but she said it was like i was speaking in riddles or sumthing...the O.C.D has gotten into my head.
