alwysnervous

Hi, I want you to know that you are NOT the only one. I was on many meds but didn't have a boyfriend for a long time, then I met my boyfriend. My ocd wasn't as bad when I met him and things went really good at first. Then I started to think,"But what if he's not right for me? What if I can find someone better? Am I better off with this depression to just be alone?" I am just starting a different med, luvox and I am really depressed but it hasn't been a month yet. I know it seems like terrible. I feel so guilty for thinking these things. I also know what a terrible feeling it can be when ocd is really bad and starting a new med makes you feel 100 moods. Don't give up on your med just yet. Maybe you need a combo of meds like I have. I think maybe clonazepam or ativan or xanax might be good if your not feeling the proper relief from lexapro. Also, wellbutrin is a mood stabilizer and is often added to an anti-depressant when you're sex drive is low in hopes of lessening that side effect somewhat. Anytime you want to talk, I'm here. I don't know what to do. I am really depressed right now and have lost interest in almost everything I used to like. I am always bored, even around my boyfriend(which brings the what if questions back. Look up OCD spikes on google and you will see that you are having a relationship spike. PLEASE LOOK IT UP IT WILL MAKE YOU FEEL SO MUCH BETTER. It may be the thing that puts your mind at ease. Hang in there, ok?