I have noticed that my tics aren't nearly as bad in comparision to when I was younger, but my OCD has done just the opposite. My main tic is cracking all of the joints in my body & when I'm at home I have throat clearing tics & I have to make a purring sound. My OCD symptoms- well there are too many to name but probably the most notable ones are: When I write, i can't put certain words under other words & I can't write the word '&' (I can't type it either so I use this >&) etc. It takes me a long time to write because I constantly have to erase & rewrite things, & even when I do, my handwriting is pretty atrocious. If I see the word '&' or the word 'the' or the word 'was' while I'm reading, I have to throw the book up into the air & catch it & then re-read the page so that I can skip over those words. I also have to touch things certain numbers of times & I have to turn lights on & off with a single finger without letting any other part of me come into the room. Sometimes I can't finish my sentences because all of the sudden I won't be able to say a certain word. These things can be very time consuming.
I get irrated pretty easily because when I get stressed out it just sort of feels overwhelming coping not only with the constant thoughts & obsessions in my mind, but with everything else. I have a really short temper because of it. For example; When I can't find something my mind becomes obsessed & I CANNOT do anything else until I find that thing. When I can't find it I get really upset & frustrated & i cry alot & yell which I'm sure annoys my family, but I know that they understand. The only other problem i have with it is that sometimes when i take tests, I can't read the questions because I know that I'm on a time limit so it's hard for my mind to think about anything else. Luckily, my teachers allow accomidations that I've requested. When people ask me about these things, I just explain TS & OCD to them & they just accept that.
As for medication, one of my 'obsessions' are that i think that it might poison me or that it will change me or harm me in some way (i usually can't even take common headache medicine) so it's hard for me to even try it. I'm hoping that I will get over this at some point. Woah I've just realized how much I've typed! It's just so good to vent all of this because i keep most of these things to myself- I feel like I can really open up in these forums because these people are going through alot of the same things I am! What about you? Do you have any tics or symptoms of OCD? Are you on medication!?