iam 17 years old and have been carrying out weird rituals for four yrs now. i always have to count to certain numbers or do things a certain number of times before it feels right, and if i dont i feel like bad things will happpen to my family as a result and it will be my fault. i am constantly worried about germs and will not touch door handles or anyones hands! there is so much more and it is effecting my everyday life, but i dont want to tell my parents or go to the gp. i dont know how much more i can take, please help!
