xxemmziexx

i have been stessed for the entire day at school today. ive had a constant headache and i cant think straight. everyone was comming up to me asking if im alright and i just wanted to be left alone. i still have a headache now and im still really stressed.

when i was in primary school i got my ears pierced. but i wasnt sure my earings were still in, so like every 5 mins or so i used to touch my earing count to 3 then breathe like i used to do with my door. what i usualy do now is that if there is something in my eyeline i dont like ill move it, and keep moving it till i cant see it.

yeh i got it just now. i hung up a pair of jeans and a skirt just now. i hung the jeans on a new look hanger. the skirt is from new look and i feel i have to go and change the hangers around and i that i have to go back upstairs and put the new look hanger ont he new look skirt. its on my mind and wont go away. i know it sounds pathetic and its probs just me being stupid. it went all wrong ive personal messaged you.

i really cant go to anyone about this. there is only one person i can tell (hes like a second dad to me) and he is away for 2 months. nobody else will understand of my need to do things. people just think im being silly. ive told my friends they just said you'll get out of it. its not that easy. its hard and nobody i know cares. does anyone know any helplines or useful sites i can use? also advise would be good. thanx ems xxx

im the same. but i do it with my door. i have my door ajar at night and when im in bed i keep having to get up and make sure its ajar then i get back into bed and allways have to look to check my door is still ajar and then i count to 3 and then take a deep breath after. it really annoys me and i do the same when i hang out washing i ahve to make sure i hand thewashing out with the same colour pegs and i keep having to check to see if ive done it right my parents think im mad. i think i have ocd. my parents just shout at me when i tell them about this so i keep quiet and ive noticed ive started washing my hands more than once cause i dont think ive one it properly. im afraid to tell me parents and i feel alone casue i ahev no1 to turn to. xx em xx

im really scared i have it. im really fussy with what i eat with. i have to eat with a fork and spoon with flowers on and if i cant find that fork or spoon i dont eat. somethimes i even cry. i wear my earphones and u know they have a "L" for left and a "R" for right on each of the earphones i put them in my ear then take them out to make sure i have them in the right ears i keep having to check to make sure. when i was yonger i ued to have my door ajar and i was lying in bed i looked to make sure me door was still ajar and when i looked i had to count to 3 and then breathe. i cant do anything without someone with me and if i dont like soemthing ill re-arange it i hate dirt and cant touch anything dirty without gloves then i was my ahnds after. if i have to handle my brothers clothes i pick it up with two fingers then run to wash my hands afer. i hung the washing out the other day and each piece of clothing i hung out had to ahve the same colour pegs on and i spent ages looking for the same colour pegs.. im scared to tell my parents. they've noticed how fussy ive been and they just shout at me but i cnat help what im doing and it makes me feel alone xx ems xx