This is my first post. My husband and I have been dealing with my sons illness (age 6) since May 2011. The past 7 mos. been the hardest time for our family and we are still struggling with all of the many doctor visits. My son came down with ALL of his symptoms in May and we had no idea that our world would change. his major symptoms are tics and anxiety but has had many others such as frequent urination, separation anxiety, new fears and worries. One day coming home from the neurologist he told me he wished he could be born again into another body. He also stated that something took his happiness away. I have been so sad, depressed and hopeless since the drs. Consider his 3 positive strep tests a coincidence. our next step is to go out of state to meet with a specialist that knows about pandas. Anyway, I just want to thank this board for helping me realize that I am not alone and to start appreciating those around me that truly care about my son and illness. Apparently, the many doctors we have seen do not and haven't even called to check on him. A few weeks ago my son's teacher(one of the most loving human beings to grace this Earth) called me and said "I think you need to come get him, it's been a bad day.". She had been observing him and his facial tics were overwhelming him and he couldn't stop. He finally raised his hand and said "call my mommy, I can't stop my tics". Once he was in the office, she told me with tears streaming down her face that she will give him all the love and hugs she can to make him feel better at school. On the car ride home, the song "God gave me you" by Blake Shelton came on the radio. The lyrics fit my son and his angel of a teacher and I would just like to share it with people that will understand.
God Gave Me You
I’ve been a walking heartache
I’ve made a mess of me
The person that I’ve been lately
Ain’t who I wanna be
But you stay here right beside me
And watch as the storm blows through
And I need you
Cause God gave me you for the ups and downs
God gave me you for the days of doubt
And for when I think I lost my way
There are no words here left to say, it’s true
God gave me you
Gave me you
There’s more here than what we’re seeing
A divine conspiracy
That you, an angel lovely
Could somehow fall for me
You’ll always be love’s great martyr
And I’ll be the flattered fool
And I need you
God gave me you for the ups and downs
God gave me you for the days of doubt
And for when I think I lost my way
There are no words here left to say, it’s true
God gave me you
Thank you to all of you who have helped me in my search for knowledge and strength.