I feel exactly the same way. It is so scary to think about otherwise. I was intending to take my son there last month and thank goodness I got a bad feeling about it! I had been seeking out other options to help my son make some progress and all I got was to be transferred from one department to another and one doctor to another until finally I was given an appt. only to recieve a letter a month later saying the doctor was changed again. It sent me a clear message that none of the doctors at BCH seemed to want to treat a PANDAS child. I cancelled what should have been a Sept. appt.